Why can’t I just be happy? Why won’t he like me back? He is everything I want. I crave him so bad. I need him to like me, to love me. It’s so sad, he only wants to sleep with me, and stay friends. I wanted that too, until i fell for him. We were doing so great. fuck. I crave some of his fake love, and he claims to do the same. If he only knew that my love is real.. But I can’t tell him, it will ruin everything, and I need him in my life. I’m so pathetic.